BRACES = =

1.15 pm

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I GOT BRACES IN ONE DAY AND EXTRACTED MY 4 TEETH ON THE SAME DAY T.T

THIS SUX!!!I CAN'T EVEN EAT AND I CAN'T FEEL MY MOUTH T_____T

THEY'RE SO MEEEEEEAAAAAAAAN!!!! = =

they've been bleeding for half an hour!

i want to eat i'm starving = =

dammit i can't eat chocolate anymore!!!!

stupid eddy!!!! didn't give me chocolate earlier yesterday!!!jkjk

dunno if i can still go play basketball later >..>

i don;t think i can...><

SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT I CAN'T EVEN TOUCH MY TEETH WITHOUT FEELING PAIN = =

4.17pm

the dentist put the wiring and she's going to pull out 2 more teeth tomorrow = =

it was bleeding for more than 2 hours = =

stupid teeth!and gums! = = i couldn't even eat magee mee = =

i had to mash it>___>

11.49pm

-______________________________-

everyone who had braces was saying to me before:

when you get braces it won't hurt! it won't hurt!you have to eat porridge for a few days etc. etc..

but i just ate porridge...>__>

well i DIDN'T eat all of it....i was struggling to eat it since whenever my teeth made contact with anything solid or semi-solid it'd hurt = =

that was just so stupid! i couldn't even eat ice cream properly T__T

this is torture!!!tomorrow i'm going back to the dentist

there is pain now but it's beareble ><

i don't even know if the pain killers the dentist gave me worked

i took 2 after the extraction and it still felt the same T____________T

-YIRUMA-

LOL i have an obsession for Yiruma music sheets right now XD
who is Yiruma?here here X3

so cute right?lol

love his compositions =D

i played "river flows in you" that was composed by him for music

i can't play as good as him though T__T

he puts whatever feeling into it and i

don't know if i should be happy or sad or whatever crappy emotion i'm supposed to play with = =

wheeeeeeeeeeee!

i envy him = =

he must have a really nice piano >..>

so jealous of his piano talent and stuff T.T

Signed
・-✖-unconditionally and irrevocably-✖- ・

-for in failing at this , I forfeited any desire to live-

wheeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

i'm so bored!!!

this blog is crap ><

i've got nothing interesting to write...wait!!!

i can write about EDDY'S COUSIN!!!! <33333

SHE'S SO CUTE!!!!ADORABLE!!!and she's only how old?

well she looks 5 years old T3T

LOL! we had an assembly this morning and as she passed

we(the girls year 8 and sam) squealed and reached out to her X)

she's down right adorable!

so squeal worthy x) even though i don't squeal much XD

i only squeal for cute things and...EDWARD(Cullen!!!<3)!>

SHE WAS SO CUTE WEARING HER NATIONAL COSTUME!!!

I WANNA TAKE HER HOMEEEEE X3

i like her cos she's so adorable and....her hair looks like Alice Cullen's >..> XD

anyways,today during the assembly, there were many presentations

those included a dance tht included Amy,Kim,Natalia and the skaff(sp?)

they were all dressed in black,though the skaff wore this sleeveless shirt..and from what i heard...she told sam something like:

the skaff(sp?): SAM!why you always wearing sleeveless shirt!

she wore it and when she was dancing,she was so vibrate-y o.O

and when they had to do that thingy with their hips she did it the biggest

and when she bent down you could actually SEE her cleavage! o____O

the shirt was quite revealing that way >..>

and she wore leggings which made her look shorter than they already were...yes>=D she's short!

this is revenge for calling my friends bitch cos of something about your jacket = =

i forgot...>..>you stupid bitc*

don't go calling people b*tch the way me and my friends do

are you trying to fit in? -_-

when amy,kim,sam and us all call eeach other bi*ch it was in a joking way

like how i tell jos 'go hell'

recent conversation

*jos did smth..i forgot..*

me: GO HELL JOS!!

jos: eh!?what?!?why!?!

me: awww sorry, we can go hell together!

jos:yay

*and we hug* XD

larita: you people so 'sot'!!!

me:wanna join us?

jos:yea!! come join us larita!!

me: we can go to hell together!!!

jos and I: YAY!!!!

signed

・-✖-unconditionally and irrevocably-✖- ・

-for in failing at this,i forfeited any desire to live-

Wednesday 27 August 2008

Today was so annoying >____>

well it WASN'T annoying really...it was just...

it was the SKAFF(right spelling?)

why is she even talking to me = =

-.i send her a hate comment on friendster.-

-.i ignore her.-

-.i complain/bi*ch about her in this blog.-

WHAT THE HELL DOES SHE WANT = =

i dun freakin care if she still wants to be my friend

-.she insulted Edward's name before even reading the book.-

-.she's two faced.-

-.she called me 'ah lian'.-(wth?!i am not ah lian = =)

-.she called amy and kim bi*ches.-(?!ISN'T SHE TLAKING ABOUT HERSELF >..>)

-.she fake laughs.-

-.she lied to us.-

-.she hurts us(verbally) and after that she acts like it was nothing.-

AND LOADS OTHERS!!! =..=

just looking at her face makes me pissed >..>

THANK GOODNESS FOR DIANA

thanks Diana for calling her that >..<

it was so touching...lol >

Monday 25 August 2008

ARGHHHHH!!!
我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!SERIOUSLY!!!I WAS GONNA FORGIVE HER TODAY COS I THOUGHT SHE DIDN'T DESERVE TO BE TREATED THIS BADLY BUT ARGH!!!i saw her holding the most precious and one of the awesomest books i've ever read!and she said that edward's name was CHEESEY THE LAST TIME I TOLD HER ABOUT IT!!!AND NOW SHE'S READING IT?!!?!ARGHHHANYWAY!WHT DO YOU EXPECT!!!HE WAS BORN IN 1901!!!EDWARD IS THE MOST PERFECT-EST,UNSELFISH,BRILLIANT PERSON I'VE EVER HEARD OF!!!NEVER judge a book by it's coverjust like you did with magicians guild(which is a wonderful book too x3)you know who YOU are >=(you are not of my liking!i so beh-song you!!!wa sian lu我讨厌你我恨你あなたがだいキライおまえがだいきらい(lols >..>)gwa benci loaku benci padamuTe Odio Rao klied TherUtállakor GyűlöllekJe te detesteIch hasse dichTi odioأكرهكNie nawidzę cięJeg hater degodio teIsch hohs disch я ненавижу тебя Ya nenavìzhu tebya я вас ненавижу Ya vas nenavìzhuVihaan sinuaJag hatar digEu te odeioEu te detestoBudim myayíMuh túra bud míbínumMuh túra hush nadárumHushit nadárumTúra náfrut darumT'odioTe urăscاز تو بدم مياد ره قم له تويهMinä vihaan sinuaNesnáším tě!Nenávidím těΣας μισώ Мрзим теМрзим васSeni nefret ediyorumIk haat je Ayaw ko sayoTum mujhe pasand nahin hainЯ ненавиджу васЯ ненавиджу тебеGorroto zaitutnobogħdokgno zeng nei es tevi ienīstues jūs ienīstu argh so long = =you get it, i just really beh song youi sian lu etc... have a nice day =D

-Music Sheet Madness-

music sheet madness as jos calls it XD

i was searching for music sheets till 4 am the other day ><

was thinking of playing aluminia,jos suggested it and she's going to play it i think...

also,maybe melodies of life(FF X) and i giorni(<-love this song x3)

there's so much other songs tht'd i'd love to play T.T

but i can't pick argh...

current list

-aluminia-

-melodies of life-

-i giorni-

-only hope-

(sorry ameline,mica>..<)

(it's a long song)

-because of you-

-panic! at the disco songs >.>-

midnight crap + sad poem = ???

i got my music sheets >3<>

so freakin happy!!! but it's 66 pages >.> but i will not regret printing it >:D!!!

read the poem...it's sad T______________T

_______________________________

Month one
Mommy

I am only 8 inches longbut I have all my organs.

I love the sound of your voice.Every time I hear itI wave my arms and legs.

The sound of your heart beatis my favorite lullaby.

Month Two
Mommy

today I learned how to suck my thumb.If you could see me

you could definitely tell that I am a baby.

I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.

It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three
You know what Mommy

I'm a boy!!I hope that makes you happy.

I always want you to be happy.

I don't like it when you cry.You sound so sad.

It makes me sad tooand I cry with you even though

you can't hear me.

Month Four
Mommy

my hair is starting to grow.It is very short and fine

but I will have a lot of it.I spend a lot of my time exercising.

I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes

and stretch my arms and legs.

I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five
You went to the doctor today.

Mommy, he lied to you.

He said that I'm not a baby.

I am a baby Mommy, your baby.

I think and feel.

Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six
I can hear that doctor again.I don't like him.

He seems cold and heartless.

Something is intruding my home.

The doctor called it a needle.

Mommy what is it? It burns!

Please make him stop!

I can't get away from it!

Mommy! HELP me!

Month Seven
Mommy

I am okay.I am in Jesus's arms.

He is holding me.He told me about abortion.

Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .

One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.

_______________________________

sometimes abortion is compulsary

but are you going to just throw away someone's life like that?

repost the poem if you are against abortion