Friday, August 29, 2008

BRACES = =

1.15 pm
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I GOT BRACES IN ONE DAY AND EXTRACTED MY 4 TEETH ON THE SAME DAY T.T
THIS SUX!!!I CAN'T EVEN EAT AND I CAN'T FEEL MY MOUTH T_____T
THEY'RE SO MEEEEEEAAAAAAAAN!!!! = =
they've been bleeding for half an hour!
i want to eat i'm starving = =
dammit i can't eat chocolate anymore!!!!
stupid eddy!!!! didn't give me chocolate earlier yesterday!!!jkjk
dunno if i can still go play basketball later >..>
i don;t think i can...><
SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT I CAN'T EVEN TOUCH MY TEETH WITHOUT FEELING PAIN = =

4.17pm
the dentist put the wiring and she's going to pull out 2 more teeth tomorrow = =
it was bleeding for more than 2 hours = =
stupid teeth!and gums! = = i couldn't even eat magee mee = =
i had to mash it>___>

11.49pm
-______________________________-
everyone who had braces was saying to me before:
when you get braces it won't hurt! it won't hurt!you have to eat porridge for a few days etc. etc..
but i just ate porridge...>__>
well i DIDN'T eat all of it....i was struggling to eat it since whenever my teeth made contact with anything solid or semi-solid it'd hurt = =
that was just so stupid! i couldn't even eat ice cream properly T__T
this is torture!!!tomorrow i'm going back to the dentist
there is pain now but it's beareble ><
i don't even know if the pain killers the dentist gave me worked
i took 2 after the extraction and it still felt the same T____________T

-YIRUMA-

LOL i have an obsession for Yiruma music sheets right now XD
who is Yiruma?here here X3
so cute right?lol
love his compositions =D
i played "river flows in you" that was composed by him for music
i can't play as good as him though T__T
he puts whatever feeling into it and i
don't know if i should be happy or sad or whatever crappy emotion i'm supposed to play with = =
wheeeeeeeeeeee!
i envy him = =
he must have a really nice piano >..>
so jealous of his piano talent and stuff T.T


Signed
・-✖-unconditionally and irrevocably-✖- ・
-for in failing at this , I forfeited any desire to live-
wheeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
i'm so bored!!!
this blog is crap ><
i've got nothing interesting to write...wait!!!
i can write about EDDY'S COUSIN!!!! <33333
SHE'S SO CUTE!!!!ADORABLE!!!and she's only how old?
well she looks 5 years old T3T
LOL! we had an assembly this morning and as she passed
we(the girls year 8 and sam) squealed and reached out to her X)
she's down right adorable!
so squeal worthy x) even though i don't squeal much XD
i only squeal for cute things and...EDWARD(Cullen!!!<3)!>
SHE WAS SO CUTE WEARING HER NATIONAL COSTUME!!!
I WANNA TAKE HER HOMEEEEE X3
i like her cos she's so adorable and....her hair looks like Alice Cullen's >..> XD

anyways,today during the assembly, there were many presentations
those included a dance tht included Amy,Kim,Natalia and the skaff(sp?)
they were all dressed in black,though the skaff wore this sleeveless shirt..and from what i heard...she told sam something like:
the skaff(sp?): SAM!why you always wearing sleeveless shirt!

she wore it and when she was dancing,she was so vibrate-y o.O
and when they had to do that thingy with their hips she did it the biggest
and when she bent down you could actually SEE her cleavage! o____O
the shirt was quite revealing that way >..>
and she wore leggings which made her look shorter than they already were...yes>=D she's short!

this is revenge for calling my friends bitch cos of something about your jacket = =
i forgot...>..>you stupid bitc*
don't go calling people b*tch the way me and my friends do
are you trying to fit in? -_-
when amy,kim,sam and us all call eeach other bi*ch it was in a joking way
like how i tell jos 'go hell'

recent conversation
*jos did smth..i forgot..*
me: GO HELL JOS!!
jos: eh!?what?!?why!?!
me: awww sorry, we can go hell together!
jos:yay
*and we hug* XD
larita: you people so 'sot'!!!
me:wanna join us?
jos:yea!! come join us larita!!
me: we can go to hell together!!!
jos and I: YAY!!!!

signed
・-✖-unconditionally and irrevocably-✖- ・
-for in failing at this,i forfeited any desire to live-

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Wednesday 27 August 2008

Today was so annoying >____>
well it WASN'T annoying really...it was just...
it was the SKAFF(right spelling?)
why is she even talking to me = =
-.i send her a hate comment on friendster.-
-.i ignore her.-
-.i complain/bi*ch about her in this blog.-
WHAT THE HELL DOES SHE WANT = =
i dun freakin care if she still wants to be my friend
-.she insulted Edward's name before even reading the book.-
-.she's two faced.-
-.she called me 'ah lian'.-(wth?!i am not ah lian = =)
-.she called amy and kim bi*ches.-(?!ISN'T SHE TLAKING ABOUT HERSELF >..>)
-.she fake laughs.-
-.she lied to us.-
-.she hurts us(verbally) and after that she acts like it was nothing.-
AND LOADS OTHERS!!! =..=
just looking at her face makes me pissed >..>
THANK GOODNESS FOR DIANA
thanks Diana for calling her that >..<
it was so touching...lol >

Monday, August 25, 2008

Monday 25 August 2008

ARGHHHHH!!!
我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!
SERIOUSLY!!!I WAS GONNA FORGIVE HER TODAY COS I THOUGHT SHE DIDN'T DESERVE TO BE TREATED THIS BADLY BUT ARGH!!!
i saw her holding the most precious and one of the awesomest books i've ever read!
and she said that edward's name was CHEESEY THE LAST TIME I TOLD HER ABOUT IT!!!
AND NOW SHE'S READING IT?!!?!ARGHHH
ANYWAY!WHT DO YOU EXPECT!!!HE WAS BORN IN 1901!!!
EDWARD IS THE MOST PERFECT-EST,UNSELFISH,BRILLIANT PERSON I'VE EVER HEARD OF!!!
NEVER judge a book by it's cover
just like you did with magicians guild(which is a wonderful book too x3)
you know who YOU are >=(
you are not of my liking!
i so beh-song you!!!
wa sian lu
我讨厌你
我恨你
あなたがだいキライ
おまえがだいきらい(lols >..>)
gwa benci lo
aku benci padamu
Te Odio
Rao klied Ther
Utállakor
Gyűlöllek
Je te deteste
Ich hasse dich
Ti odio
أكرهك
Nie nawidzę cię
Jeg hater deg
odio te
Isch hohs disch
я ненавижу тебя Ya nenavìzhu tebya
я вас ненавижу Ya vas nenavìzhu
Vihaan sinua
Jag hatar dig
Eu te odeio
Eu te detesto
Budim myayí
Muh túra bud míbínum
Muh túra hush nadárum
Hushit nadárum
Túra náfrut darum
T'odio
Te urăsc
از تو بدم مياد
ره قم له تويه
Minä vihaan sinua
Nesnáším tě!
Nenávidím tě
Σας μισώ
Мрзим те
Мрзим вас
Seni nefret ediyorum
Ik haat je
Ayaw ko sayo
Tum mujhe pasand nahin hain
Я ненавиджу вас
Я ненавиджу тебе
Gorroto zaitut
nobogħdok
gno zeng nei
es tevi ienīstu
es jūs ienīstu
argh so long = =
you get it, i just really beh song you
i sian lu etc...
have a nice day =D

Friday, August 22, 2008

-Music Sheet Madness-

music sheet madness as jos calls it XD
i was searching for music sheets till 4 am the other day ><
was thinking of playing aluminia,jos suggested it and she's going to play it i think...
also,maybe melodies of life(FF X) and i giorni(<-love this song x3)
there's so much other songs tht'd i'd love to play T.T
but i can't pick argh...
current list
-aluminia-
-melodies of life-
-i giorni-
-only hope-
(sorry ameline,mica>..<)
(it's a long song)
-because of you-
-panic! at the disco songs >.>-

Thursday, August 21, 2008

midnight crap + sad poem = ???

i got my music sheets >3<>
so freakin happy!!! but it's 66 pages >.> but i will not regret printing it >:D!!!
read the poem...it's sad T______________T
_______________________________
Month one
Mommy
I am only 8 inches longbut I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.Every time I hear itI wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beatis my favorite lullaby.

Month Two
Mommy
today I learned how to suck my thumb.If you could see me
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three
You know what Mommy
I'm a boy!!I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.You sound so sad.
It makes me sad tooand I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.

Month Four
Mommy
my hair is starting to grow.It is very short and fine
but I will have a lot of it.I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five
You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six
I can hear that doctor again.I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy! HELP me!

Month Seven
Mommy
I am okay.I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
_______________________________
sometimes abortion is compulsary
but are you going to just throw away someone's life like that?
repost the poem if you are against abortion

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Thursday 21 August 2008


ARGH!!! I'M SO PISSED =..=

SURE! MY SISTER CAN SKIP PIANO LESSONS AND BALLET BUT I HAVE TO GO!?!?!DAMN PIANO LESSONS

sigh, but i'd never do tht to my piano <3
mah beloved piano X3 at least the piano keys there still look good

...i just got a prank call from sharon...o.O...i didn't know wht she was saying ^.^lso i just kept saying 'hi sharon why are you calling me'

so sorry T____T...i didn't know it was a prank call >.<

now it's 4.05pm...at 5'ves my lessons
yea,i love playing the piano...at least the pieces i WANT to play!
i hate lessons >.> they suck with all those hanon and czerny and 3 octaves stuff T___T
life is not fair

extra crap at midnight =]

hee hee i have something to blog about now XD
me and jos were chatting on msn when she had this idea...
she was going to go check how many pages of hostory we have >:3
and guess wht XD
we're on our 8th page of history!LOL
we exceeded the limit seven times!
since jos saves the history of our convos and she says it always lags when she opens it up XD

anyways,jos and i get the feeling tht...the twilight series will become like harry potter to us...twilight is the life after harry potter for most people...
we obsess with a book one after another >=D
the endless lives after each book XD
but in the end...
edward cullen will be sitting under our christmas trees this christmas ;)
signed
・-✖-unconditionally and irrevocably-✖- ・
-eager for eternal damnation-
christie XD

i got tagged by kim \/___\/

Rules:1. tag 3 ppl2.
answer all truthfully3.
take it in public!Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger
[x] I have more than 2 piercing
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.


Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.


School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[ ] I almost always do my homework
[x] I've missed a week or more of school
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired


Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing
[ ] I've snorted while laughing
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.


Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles


Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day
[x] I've been on a plane
[ ] I've been to Canada
[ ] I've been to Mexico
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.


Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.(me:on TV =D)
[x] I've gone out in public in my pyjamas
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping (me: o.O huh?)
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[ ] I've crashed a car
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.


Relationships
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler.(me:???)
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime
[x]I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.


Drugs/Alcohol
[ ] I've consumed alcohol
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.


Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.(used to XD)
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.


Random
[ ] I can sing well ( i have no idea).
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.(i dunno if it's counted as an 'x')
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ] I laugh at my own jokes
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish
[ ] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.(when i was young)
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I tag.
-My lovable twin =] Jos
-Angelo = =
-Natalia

Wednesday 20 August 2008

4.09PM
ARGH!one of my closest bestest friend has to go T__T
this sucks! at least i still have Jos,Kim & C.A.S.K.et
WHY THE HELL IS EVERYONE GOING TO AUS!??!
my parents were like:
CHRISTIE!I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO TO AUSTRALIA!
IT IS A VERY BACKWARDS COUNTRY!

WTH!!?!??!??!i'll make it to Aus someday = =
just wait and see >.>
why do i have to go to the US after A levels
it's so far away T_________T
anyways >=D thankies jos for this wonderfull card thingy~

i'm so touched!!!it's red and you addressed me with a 'sama'XD
sorry abt mine XD stupid 5 minute work! i only like the bg in mine XD

isn't it wonderfully nice and sweet and red =D

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Tuesday 19 August 2008

trying to make money off the internet but so far it sucks
am trying everything i can think of blog ads,designing things and posting them online,etc...
went to natalia's house and spent the whole afternoon there XD
we did weird things o.O
like putting agar agar in ribena XD
i'm trying to make my hair short >.<
i took a candid picture from natalia and did this T.T
it looks weird...i was concentrating on photoshop at tht time ><
LOL i;m allergic to cameras T.T so all my pictures are candid

here's a treat jos XD now i finally have a pic of me on the com that i didn't accidently mess up =D

does it look like i really have short hair? >=D

i drew it out using a thin brush XD

natalia took lots of random pics of me = =

when i was peeking out the window she took a picture of my 'as*' o.O and...GASP! she had copies of the pics i asked her to delete T.T stupid back up copies!!!

nothing very interesting today *sigh*

i designed these things =D buy it = = i dun care if it's freakin expensive! if you like it and wanna buy it go ahead!

randomness women's slip ons $ 54
Retro Vector Mousepad $9.85
Women's Smile T-shirt $19.95happy holidays & happy shopping ;D

Monday, August 18, 2008

Monday 18 August 2008

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~
Today was okay i think
i listened to music the whole morning -___-
i went to watch a movei with angelo,eddy and natalia cos i was bored = =
didn't have transport so thank goodness natalia's sister was free
we were throwing ice at each other in the cinema and angelo looked like he wet his pants according to natalia XD
luckily i brought my jacket =P it was cold but not freezing ><
we talked abt snow after the movie...>.> for no reasonXD
me and natalia dislike snow >=P
ice skating is alright..but snow...
it melts -____-

oh well...
i can't believe my ex-best friend forgot how to spell my name!
some friend she is =.=...it's so stupid to forget how to spell someone's name
she used to be so humble and josephine and me'd always chat with her
but now she's so bigheaded and has her heads in the clouds just cos she's so popular now...no she's not from lodge inter = =
i'm not gonna go suck up to her anymore
i miss the old **u(nickname)
being ex best friends with a popular sucks
we don't even chat anymore...
i don't know her anymore.

this year sucks but the change is for the better =D
i got new friends,got closer to some,but...
i hate next year...i want to kill the schedule...T____T
me and jos are gonna have different lunch breaks...
we can only see each other during the morning break...
tht sucks...!
no schedule will keep us apart!!!i'll butcher my timetable!(and get another copy of course)
hopefully they'll change it and we'll be able to have the same breaks =D
i have to be optimistic >[]<
but i can't find any good points of not being able to see jos most of the time next year!
it's utterly unbearably horrifyingly useless T__________T
ずっとずっとにふたご だ よ.. .こんな にとおくはなれていても

Sunday, August 17, 2008

BONUS entry cos i'm bored =P

because i'm bored >=D
i'm going to talk about the black out hee hee
i was with natalia when it happened and i wasn't sad tht there was a blacak out...
i was strangely happy...for once i actually saw a whole cluster of stars in the sky...
but i wasn't at home = = my neighbourhood had lights for goodness knows how
the blaack out was i think the biggest one in sarawak...it was the whole of sarawak?
i'm not sure but the weirdest thing happened
when me and natalia wanted to get shaved ice for our cendol we to the machine hoping it still worked and the electricity came back on! wheeee!!!
it was as if God wanted us to have cendol in a proper way :)
then when we finished with the ice the electricity went back off =..=
and we had no choice but to have a candlelight dinner
and just for those ppl who still think tht it's romantic...
it is NOT it was quite dark and we couldn't see the food properly = =
and it was the hungry ghost month we forgot and we saw this kancil with a light in it blinking on and off and i scared natalia XD saying something abt ghosts and pontianak
when i got back home i found out tht my neighbourhood rly didnt have a blackout = = weird...

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Sunday 17 August 2008

ahahahahahahahahahaha just came back frm sam's
it takes time for precious information such as this to sink in...breaking dawn...x3
for those of you who want to read the Twilight saga especially girls please read the following:

Twilight
WARNING
this book may cause severe daydreaming,insanely high expectations
for boyfriends,overreactive imagination,drooling, and the belief that Edward Cullen
is NOT a fictional character

i dont have the badge!!! i hope they go hell for saying two months T____T

at least i have the breaking dawn stickers right? XD

thank you natasha now my life is almost complete :)

i just need to turn 19,dye my hair a reddish brown,get a red truck and look for a small town with a gorgeous,immortal,cold,piano playing,shiny volvo driver tht sparkles in the sunlight and gives me hand me downs...is tht rly too much to ask for?XD


Friday, August 15, 2008

Saturday 16 August 2008

10.38 am
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wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
was watching volleyball the US vs the Swiss
argh US won T_____T i was rooting for the swiss...

it seems tht today me and kim and sam and amy are meeting up at
Sarawak Club T_____T
but NO swimming for me >.<

amy and i are still scared of the IGs...T____T
scared they get the wrong ideas of our conversationsT.T
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1.29 pm
argh at amy's apartment place =P
dunno if amy's home or not but i can see he garden with her tortoises in it x3
ahahaha just ate lunch and watermelons<---wheeeeee!!!
oh crap i forgot the passwrd to my e-mail =x
i found out my grandparents like to watch anime and tom and jerry o.O
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10.47pm
ahahahahahahahahahah
am so hyper and happy!!!!!
i have IT...
yes jos...i have it...>=D
finally after
13 days, 16 hours, 50 minutes and 28 seconds
i have it!!!!
hahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahha
hyper!!! am staying over at sam' house for the night x3
and i know i already kindda read breaking dawn..
i just bought the book for proof xD
just like how i read the whole twilight series for free and bought the book just for proof XD an it's all thanks to jos and her amazing internet skills =]
yes i am a little demented obsessive girl ;D
and now...midnight sun awaits...
i don't care if it's the same as twilight the first book but
ijust wanna know how edward feels and thinks about bella =]

oh syaf...if you're reading...you probably must have thought tht twilight was some cheesy lame book just cos someone named 'edward' was in it when i told you about how great the twilight series was!!!
i dun get it!! the name 'edward' doesn't sound cheesy o.O the name edward just sounds old,classy,or victorian = = go hell....well*cant resist* dot com....

Friday 15 August 2008

argh today we had an impromptu basketball match against the IGs
it was horrible for me >.<
for those who heard tht we knew abt it for a long time
it's not true T______T
we just heard it this morning ><

and sorry if anyone got hurt!!!
we just played for fun =x
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amy i hope you're alright
i dun think we'd be eating Big Apple donuts for a while
especially before sports ><
but thank you for 'chia'-ing us
might be going back to spring later to get Breaking Dawn
am pissed at myself for forgetting my purse thingy
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

so scared of the IGs T_____________T
the way they play basketball is scary =x
anyway for the hols we meeting up tommorow right?
kim(wong) if you're reading my blog dun forget to sms me or call
and we can't swim cos of our legs >=o
stupid injuries~~~sam hope your skin thingy heals
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ps: to natalie h* if you're reading and has somehow gotten my blog
url....
why don't you just stop spreading false rumours about ppl!?!?!
your rumours are hurting ppl!
so stop it already you stupid liar!!!
the way you react to these hurt ppl are like you just dun care
it's as if you're heartless!!
why is it so much easier to be misunderstood than asking a
person if it's rly true?!
and i'm not just talking about you natalie h*, i'm talking about
all you other ppl who spread these types of
false rumours!!!

this is not just a rant,ppl
this is on behalf of all the ppl you hurt natalie h* >=(
i hope tht you regret ever hurting those ppl
don't ruin their lives cos their hair's better than yours or smth like tht
thank you >=(

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Thrursday 14 August 2008

i changed the spelling error XD
i guess it wasn't too late =P
i cuoldn't go onto the internet yesterday since my phone became abit cacat
oh we won the basketball match against year 7 =D
it was fun,i fell when i ran and my knee scraped against the ground XD
i ran around and lost the plaster tht was on it T_____T
i've realised tht i have many typos in my previous blog entires =o
sorry abt tht for the ppl who WASTE their time reading my crap ><
was tht an insult? sry if it was T.T
Syaf and I started talking abit yesterday..so i guess i'm neutral with her
but...she's weirdly nice now o.O
yes, weirdly nice ><
she usually starts a convo with me or gets my attention by saying smth
tht insults someone...>.>
yay =D today we had whipped cream -> me,amy,sam,kim,and frens XD
but dam it we dun have pictures cos it was at school =(
THANK YOU ANGELO AND DON XD
frm sam and us all who had whip cream ><

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Tuesday 12 August 2008

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argh too late to change now >.>
so much tlak abt olympics today = =
thanks kim for teaching me the link thingy =D
i forgot how to apply links when teacher taught us in ICT = =l
Today my speech was kindda sucky =P
i forgot to put in some of the main points
it was stupid all in all
unfortunately...SOMEONE didn't evaluate my speech when she said she was
*ahem*sam*ahem* joking ><
but seriously i thought it was a well organised club =..=
tomorrow's some crappy basketball game and i rly suck
i heard mdm. margaret was negative to the year 7s o.O
hopefully noone will crowd around each other ><
hee hee kim i found the pig~~~
it is cute =D
ooh i acciddently cut myself with jason's penknife = =
damn u! (joking sry T.T)
moral: never try to hold the penknife's blade with your bare hands ._.

Monday, August 11, 2008

Monday 11/8/2008


wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~!!! today i was ignored =D
i'm allowed to scold ppl online right?

well...SYAF...
i agree with kim >= bubbles are NOT kiddish!!!
DAM U DAM U DAM U(sry t^^)<---ahahaha i can never point the finger in real life dun spoil the fun! you think you're all tht >= you're not perfect you know!
well =) back to blogging
i have to write an ice breaker speech now and i have writer's block
rgh i'm supposed to talk about myself but i have
no idea how to put it in a long speech ><
it feels stupid
i guess i have no choice now!!! >=(
PLAN A
get ready your speech early
PLAN B
copy and edit a speech off of youtube
PLAN C
use a speech generator
PLAN D
talk crap up there
argh i guess it's bye now T__________T
wish me luck >=(