Natalia

='( Natalia's already leaving tomorrow...

time passes by too fast!!!

it seems like i have only been in school for..months?

but it's already reaching the end of the year =(

Tracie,Natalia,Nick,who else is leaving? o.O

time is a cruel thief

it has made fools of us yet again!!!!

it has a horrible way of showing us what really matters =.=

>=((((((((((( stupid!!!!!

anyway,natalia i hope you had a good time in Lodge

despite of all the weirdo bitches(*ahem ahem* >.>)and erm...

crappy P.E. tests...<3333333

ALWAYS remember the game we made after school

the cause of the game is plain boredom i guess =o

i shall draw you a random drawing! >=DDDD

bye =DD

good luck in denmark~~~open your inbox btw

i sent you smth =PPPPPP

AIRBRUSHING <3333333

aha!! my first time airbrushing~~~

(making people look oh so very perfect)

yea it kindda sucks compared to pros.

but whatever anyway =.=

aha~ i changed her sweater to green

bleh it gets abit pixelated dues to format change =P

i made myself a siggy~

i dunno wht it is though.

people just make them =.=

so i decided that i should have one too!

aha~ that reminds me...

i made a few random icons for msn =P

i'm using the rainbow one now =)

ahahaha can't believe i used to be so nooby in phtoshop

now looking back on past works XD

Past Works (NOOOOOOOOBY ONES!!!!=.=)

1)my freaky colourizing XD

has it improved?: YES! fortunately T_____T

(past)

2) avis

has it improved?: i guess so???

(past)

so all in all i gueess my editing did improve >.<

or so jos says it did!!!! =___=

oh well i think it did.

my past editings sucked!!!!

Monday, 29 September 2008

aha~ started playing maple o_O

too lazy to collect money so what to do =P

loot from people~~~

started playing cos i found out we could KILL the noobs =P

ahahahahahaha at least we can make someone else miserable!~

they do appreciate it i guess,

they shout words of appreciation like:

'F.u.k u b.it*h' or

'OI! STUPID MAGICIAN GIRL! STOP TAKING ALL MY MONEY!!!'

they just love it!!! aha~ maple is so random o_O

i heard from jos tht she saw one snail fall from the sky? o_O

weird =_=

fight

Me and Jos fought today
it was horrible!!!
we were slapping and kicking while sitting on the chairs
we screamed and screeched and stuff =(
i hate jos so much now...
gah... i threw a panda at her
this sux!!!!!!!
!@#$#%$#^$^$#%#Q$^%#$^
it's all YOUR fault ANGELO!!!!
cuz we were chatting with you when we fought!!!
=__________=
great! what else do i have to say?!
>..> well,,,we made up~~~ ^^
but,in truth...the fight only lasted a few seconds ^^

Wednesday 17 September 2008

stupid =______=

parents were fighting

so many colourful words like 'chao ci bai'

haiya, why so short tempered one them? =___=

oh yea, saw an old classmate at tennis on sunday i think

ahaha,long time didn't see him =D

very nice to see him again

he looks and sounds different though =o

he's taller =_____________=

everyone's 'Taller' this year

why everyone moving from SLTA to tht place? o__O

even my parents want to send me there =___=

but i can't play since i'm playing squash -_-

what to write now lerh?

oh yea!! i think Mdm.Margaret hates me =___=

i asked one tiny little question and she didn't like it

i only asked about marks >___>

my second term marks for P.E. went sraight down for some retarded reason =_______=

Saturday 13 September 2008

Unexperienced

i'm so confused=____=,but

i listen to Jos,she's my best friend after all

Diana,i hope you're okay,sorry.

really,really,sorry about what happened

i'm not taking sides.

i rarely do i think

i do feel sorry for the both of you

don't take it the wrong way

i'm unexperienced with fights with best friends since Jos and I have only fought for the longest is '2 hours'

our fights mostly end with 'brb's and when we come back we forgot what we were angry about.

i'm thankfull for that.

i hope the both of you make up soon.

you know who you are

please do

the atmosphere is so saddening and uncomfortable

sorry again.

this is none of my business.

i'll stop here

Thursday 11 September 2008

I'm so sorry everyone

it was so stupid of me to be involved

sorry to everyone that got hurt =(

except for you syaf =..= you get the hell outta my blog!!!

and you too jia j*n =..=

argh so annoying =____________=

anyways...>..>

i hope Dora's alright =(

hopefully she'll be at school...

i won't be saying what happened -_-

too personal...

o yea!!! amy!!!

if you're reading,are we still going to study at s***** **c***?
i wanna go buy something there >____<

Monday 1 September 2008

today i tried to eat some pie T_________T

my aunt made it and i love her cakes and stuff >3<

i couldn't say no to the delicious pie T^T

i tried to eat it even though my teeth were still sore from the moving process

unfortunately,when i bit it >___> biting is a habit..

anyways = = when i bit it i felt this sharp pain in my mouth and it lasted for quite a long time

stumean apple pie!!!!

for some reason i keep sneezing T^T

o yea...i cut my hair short...Y.Y

yes it's quite short i can't really tie it

mr lim's gonna kill me tomorrow >_<

dammit!i look so weird T______T

aiyah, what to do leh?

BRACES = =

1.15 pm

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I GOT BRACES IN ONE DAY AND EXTRACTED MY 4 TEETH ON THE SAME DAY T.T

THIS SUX!!!I CAN'T EVEN EAT AND I CAN'T FEEL MY MOUTH T_____T

THEY'RE SO MEEEEEEAAAAAAAAN!!!! = =

they've been bleeding for half an hour!

i want to eat i'm starving = =

dammit i can't eat chocolate anymore!!!!

stupid eddy!!!! didn't give me chocolate earlier yesterday!!!jkjk

dunno if i can still go play basketball later >..>

i don;t think i can...><

SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT I CAN'T EVEN TOUCH MY TEETH WITHOUT FEELING PAIN = =

4.17pm

the dentist put the wiring and she's going to pull out 2 more teeth tomorrow = =

it was bleeding for more than 2 hours = =

stupid teeth!and gums! = = i couldn't even eat magee mee = =

i had to mash it>___>

11.49pm

-______________________________-

everyone who had braces was saying to me before:

when you get braces it won't hurt! it won't hurt!you have to eat porridge for a few days etc. etc..

but i just ate porridge...>__>

well i DIDN'T eat all of it....i was struggling to eat it since whenever my teeth made contact with anything solid or semi-solid it'd hurt = =

that was just so stupid! i couldn't even eat ice cream properly T__T

this is torture!!!tomorrow i'm going back to the dentist

there is pain now but it's beareble ><

i don't even know if the pain killers the dentist gave me worked

i took 2 after the extraction and it still felt the same T____________T

-YIRUMA-

LOL i have an obsession for Yiruma music sheets right now XD
who is Yiruma?here here X3

so cute right?lol

love his compositions =D

i played "river flows in you" that was composed by him for music

i can't play as good as him though T__T

he puts whatever feeling into it and i

don't know if i should be happy or sad or whatever crappy emotion i'm supposed to play with = =

wheeeeeeeeeeee!

i envy him = =

he must have a really nice piano >..>

so jealous of his piano talent and stuff T.T

Signed
・-✖-unconditionally and irrevocably-✖- ・

-for in failing at this , I forfeited any desire to live-

wheeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

i'm so bored!!!

this blog is crap ><

i've got nothing interesting to write...wait!!!

i can write about EDDY'S COUSIN!!!! <33333

SHE'S SO CUTE!!!!ADORABLE!!!and she's only how old?

well she looks 5 years old T3T

LOL! we had an assembly this morning and as she passed

we(the girls year 8 and sam) squealed and reached out to her X)

she's down right adorable!

so squeal worthy x) even though i don't squeal much XD

i only squeal for cute things and...EDWARD(Cullen!!!<3)!>

SHE WAS SO CUTE WEARING HER NATIONAL COSTUME!!!

I WANNA TAKE HER HOMEEEEE X3

i like her cos she's so adorable and....her hair looks like Alice Cullen's >..> XD

anyways,today during the assembly, there were many presentations

those included a dance tht included Amy,Kim,Natalia and the skaff(sp?)

they were all dressed in black,though the skaff wore this sleeveless shirt..and from what i heard...she told sam something like:

the skaff(sp?): SAM!why you always wearing sleeveless shirt!

she wore it and when she was dancing,she was so vibrate-y o.O

and when they had to do that thingy with their hips she did it the biggest

and when she bent down you could actually SEE her cleavage! o____O

the shirt was quite revealing that way >..>

and she wore leggings which made her look shorter than they already were...yes>=D she's short!

this is revenge for calling my friends bitch cos of something about your jacket = =

i forgot...>..>you stupid bitc*

don't go calling people b*tch the way me and my friends do

are you trying to fit in? -_-

when amy,kim,sam and us all call eeach other bi*ch it was in a joking way

like how i tell jos 'go hell'

recent conversation

*jos did smth..i forgot..*

me: GO HELL JOS!!

jos: eh!?what?!?why!?!

me: awww sorry, we can go hell together!

jos:yay

*and we hug* XD

larita: you people so 'sot'!!!

me:wanna join us?

jos:yea!! come join us larita!!

me: we can go to hell together!!!

jos and I: YAY!!!!

signed

・-✖-unconditionally and irrevocably-✖- ・

-for in failing at this,i forfeited any desire to live-

Wednesday 27 August 2008

Today was so annoying >____>

well it WASN'T annoying really...it was just...

it was the SKAFF(right spelling?)

why is she even talking to me = =

-.i send her a hate comment on friendster.-

-.i ignore her.-

-.i complain/bi*ch about her in this blog.-

WHAT THE HELL DOES SHE WANT = =

i dun freakin care if she still wants to be my friend

-.she insulted Edward's name before even reading the book.-

-.she's two faced.-

-.she called me 'ah lian'.-(wth?!i am not ah lian = =)

-.she called amy and kim bi*ches.-(?!ISN'T SHE TLAKING ABOUT HERSELF >..>)

-.she fake laughs.-

-.she lied to us.-

-.she hurts us(verbally) and after that she acts like it was nothing.-

AND LOADS OTHERS!!! =..=

just looking at her face makes me pissed >..>

THANK GOODNESS FOR DIANA

thanks Diana for calling her that >..<

it was so touching...lol >

Monday 25 August 2008

ARGHHHHH!!!
我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!我恨他!SERIOUSLY!!!I WAS GONNA FORGIVE HER TODAY COS I THOUGHT SHE DIDN'T DESERVE TO BE TREATED THIS BADLY BUT ARGH!!!i saw her holding the most precious and one of the awesomest books i've ever read!and she said that edward's name was CHEESEY THE LAST TIME I TOLD HER ABOUT IT!!!AND NOW SHE'S READING IT?!!?!ARGHHHANYWAY!WHT DO YOU EXPECT!!!HE WAS BORN IN 1901!!!EDWARD IS THE MOST PERFECT-EST,UNSELFISH,BRILLIANT PERSON I'VE EVER HEARD OF!!!NEVER judge a book by it's coverjust like you did with magicians guild(which is a wonderful book too x3)you know who YOU are >=(you are not of my liking!i so beh-song you!!!wa sian lu我讨厌你我恨你あなたがだいキライおまえがだいきらい(lols >..>)gwa benci loaku benci padamuTe Odio Rao klied TherUtállakor GyűlöllekJe te detesteIch hasse dichTi odioأكرهكNie nawidzę cięJeg hater degodio teIsch hohs disch я ненавижу тебя Ya nenavìzhu tebya я вас ненавижу Ya vas nenavìzhuVihaan sinuaJag hatar digEu te odeioEu te detestoBudim myayíMuh túra bud míbínumMuh túra hush nadárumHushit nadárumTúra náfrut darumT'odioTe urăscاز تو بدم مياد ره قم له تويهMinä vihaan sinuaNesnáším tě!Nenávidím těΣας μισώ Мрзим теМрзим васSeni nefret ediyorumIk haat je Ayaw ko sayoTum mujhe pasand nahin hainЯ ненавиджу васЯ ненавиджу тебеGorroto zaitutnobogħdokgno zeng nei es tevi ienīstues jūs ienīstu argh so long = =you get it, i just really beh song youi sian lu etc... have a nice day =D

-Music Sheet Madness-

music sheet madness as jos calls it XD

i was searching for music sheets till 4 am the other day ><

was thinking of playing aluminia,jos suggested it and she's going to play it i think...

also,maybe melodies of life(FF X) and i giorni(<-love this song x3)

there's so much other songs tht'd i'd love to play T.T

but i can't pick argh...

current list

-aluminia-

-melodies of life-

-i giorni-

-only hope-

(sorry ameline,mica>..<)

(it's a long song)

-because of you-

-panic! at the disco songs >.>-

midnight crap + sad poem = ???

i got my music sheets >3<>

so freakin happy!!! but it's 66 pages >.> but i will not regret printing it >:D!!!

read the poem...it's sad T______________T

_______________________________

Month one
Mommy

I am only 8 inches longbut I have all my organs.

I love the sound of your voice.Every time I hear itI wave my arms and legs.

The sound of your heart beatis my favorite lullaby.

Month Two
Mommy

today I learned how to suck my thumb.If you could see me

you could definitely tell that I am a baby.

I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.

It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three
You know what Mommy

I'm a boy!!I hope that makes you happy.

I always want you to be happy.

I don't like it when you cry.You sound so sad.

It makes me sad tooand I cry with you even though

you can't hear me.

Month Four
Mommy

my hair is starting to grow.It is very short and fine

but I will have a lot of it.I spend a lot of my time exercising.

I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes

and stretch my arms and legs.

I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five
You went to the doctor today.

Mommy, he lied to you.

He said that I'm not a baby.

I am a baby Mommy, your baby.

I think and feel.

Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six
I can hear that doctor again.I don't like him.

He seems cold and heartless.

Something is intruding my home.

The doctor called it a needle.

Mommy what is it? It burns!

Please make him stop!

I can't get away from it!

Mommy! HELP me!

Month Seven
Mommy

I am okay.I am in Jesus's arms.

He is holding me.He told me about abortion.

Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .

One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.

_______________________________

sometimes abortion is compulsary

but are you going to just throw away someone's life like that?

repost the poem if you are against abortion

Thursday 21 August 2008

ARGH!!! I'M SO PISSED =..=

SURE! MY SISTER CAN SKIP PIANO LESSONS AND BALLET BUT I HAVE TO GO!?!?!DAMN PIANO LESSONS

sigh, but i'd never do tht to my piano <3
mah beloved piano X3 at least the piano keys there still look good

...i just got a prank call from sharon...o.O...i didn't know wht she was saying ^.^lso i just kept saying 'hi sharon why are you calling me'

so sorry T____T...i didn't know it was a prank call >.<

now it's 4.05pm...at 5'ves my lessons

yea,i love playing the piano...at least the pieces i WANT to play!

i hate lessons >.> they suck with all those hanon and czerny and 3 octaves stuff T___T

life is not fair

extra crap at midnight =]

hee hee i have something to blog about now XD

me and jos were chatting on msn when she had this idea...

she was going to go check how many pages of hostory we have >:3

and guess wht XD

we're on our 8th page of history!LOL

we exceeded the limit seven times!

since jos saves the history of our convos and she says it always lags when she opens it up XD

anyways,jos and i get the feeling tht...the twilight series will become like harry potter to us...twilight is the life after harry potter for most people...

we obsess with a book one after another >=D

the endless lives after each book XD

but in the end...

edward cullen will be sitting under our christmas trees this christmas ;)

signed

・-✖-unconditionally and irrevocably-✖- ・

-eager for eternal damnation-

christie XD

i got tagged by kim \/___\/

Rules:1. tag 3 ppl2.
answer all truthfully3.
take it in public!Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger
[x] I have more than 2 piercing
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[ ] I almost always do my homework
[x] I've missed a week or more of school
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing
[ ] I've snorted while laughing
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day
[x] I've been on a plane
[ ] I've been to Canada
[ ] I've been to Mexico
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.(me:on TV =D)
[x] I've gone out in public in my pyjamas
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping (me: o.O huh?)
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[ ] I've crashed a car
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler.(me:???)
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x]I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[ ] I've consumed alcohol
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.(used to XD)
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well ( i have no idea).
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.(i dunno if it's counted as an 'x')
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ] I laugh at my own jokes
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish
[ ] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.(when i was young)
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I tag.
-My lovable twin =] Jos
-Angelo = =
-Natalia

Wednesday 20 August 2008

4.09PM

ARGH!one of my closest bestest friend has to go T__T

this sucks! at least i still have Jos,Kim & C.A.S.K.et

WHY THE HELL IS EVERYONE GOING TO AUS!??!

my parents were like:

CHRISTIE!I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO TO AUSTRALIA!

IT IS A VERY BACKWARDS COUNTRY!

WTH!!?!??!??!i'll make it to Aus someday = =

just wait and see >.>

why do i have to go to the US after A levels

it's so far away T_________T

anyways >=D thankies jos for this wonderfull card thingy~

i'm so touched!!!it's red and you addressed me with a 'sama'XD

sorry abt mine XD stupid 5 minute work! i only like the bg in mine XD

isn't it wonderfully nice and sweet and red =D

Tuesday 19 August 2008

trying to make money off the internet but so far it sucks

am trying everything i can think of blog ads,designing things and posting them online,etc...

went to natalia's house and spent the whole afternoon there XD

we did weird things o.O

like putting agar agar in ribena XD

i'm trying to make my hair short >.<

i took a candid picture from natalia and did this T.T

it looks weird...i was concentrating on photoshop at tht time ><

LOL i;m allergic to cameras T.T so all my pictures are candid

here's a treat jos XD now i finally have a pic of me on the com that i didn't accidently mess up =D

does it look like i really have short hair? >=D

i drew it out using a thin brush XD

natalia took lots of random pics of me = =

when i was peeking out the window she took a picture of my 'as*' o.O and...GASP! she had copies of the pics i asked her to delete T.T stupid back up copies!!!

nothing very interesting today *sigh*

i designed these things =D buy it = = i dun care if it's freakin expensive! if you like it and wanna buy it go ahead!

randomness women's slip ons $ 54
Retro Vector Mousepad $9.85Women's Smile T-shirt $19.95happy holidays & happy shopping ;D

Monday 18 August 2008

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~

Today was okay i think

i listened to music the whole morning -___-

i went to watch a movei with angelo,eddy and natalia cos i was bored = =

didn't have transport so thank goodness natalia's sister was free

we were throwing ice at each other in the cinema and angelo looked like he wet his pants according to natalia XD

luckily i brought my jacket =P it was cold but not freezing ><

we talked abt snow after the movie...>.> for no reasonXD

me and natalia dislike snow >=P

ice skating is alright..but snow...

it melts -____-

oh well...

i can't believe my ex-best friend forgot how to spell my name!

some friend she is =.=...it's so stupid to forget how to spell someone's name

she used to be so humble and josephine and me'd always chat with her

but now she's so bigheaded and has her heads in the clouds just cos she's so popular now...no she's not from lodge inter = =

i'm not gonna go suck up to her anymore

i miss the old **u(nickname)

being ex best friends with a popular sucks

we don't even chat anymore...

i don't know her anymore.

this year sucks but the change is for the better =D

i got new friends,got closer to some,but...

i hate next year...i want to kill the schedule...T____T

me and jos are gonna have different lunch breaks...

we can only see each other during the morning break...

tht sucks...!

no schedule will keep us apart!!!i'll butcher my timetable!(and get another copy of course)

hopefully they'll change it and we'll be able to have the same breaks =D

i have to be optimistic >[]<

but i can't find any good points of not being able to see jos most of the time next year!

it's utterly unbearably horrifyingly useless T__________T

ずっとずっとにふたご だ よ.. .こんな にとおくはなれていても

BONUS entry cos i'm bored =P

because i'm bored >=D

i'm going to talk about the black out hee hee

i was with natalia when it happened and i wasn't sad tht there was a blacak out...

i was strangely happy...for once i actually saw a whole cluster of stars in the sky...

but i wasn't at home = = my neighbourhood had lights for goodness knows how

the blaack out was i think the biggest one in sarawak...it was the whole of sarawak?

i'm not sure but the weirdest thing happened

when me and natalia wanted to get shaved ice for our cendol we to the machine hoping it still worked and the electricity came back on! wheeee!!!

it was as if God wanted us to have cendol in a proper way :)

then when we finished with the ice the electricity went back off =..=

and we had no choice but to have a candlelight dinner

and just for those ppl who still think tht it's romantic...

it is NOT it was quite dark and we couldn't see the food properly = =

and it was the hungry ghost month we forgot and we saw this kancil with a light in it blinking on and off and i scared natalia XD saying something abt ghosts and pontianak

when i got back home i found out tht my neighbourhood rly didnt have a blackout = = weird...

Sunday 17 August 2008

ahahahahahahahahahaha just came back frm sam's
it takes time for precious information such as this to sink in...breaking dawn...x3

for those of you who want to read the Twilight saga especially girls please read the following:

Twilight

WARNING

this book may cause severe daydreaming,insanely high expectations

for boyfriends,overreactive imagination,drooling, and the belief that Edward Cullen

is NOT a fictional character

i dont have the badge!!! i hope they go hell for saying two months T____T

at least i have the breaking dawn stickers right? XD

thank you natasha now my life is almost complete :)

i just need to turn 19,dye my hair a reddish brown,get a red truck and look for a small town with a gorgeous,immortal,cold,piano playing,shiny volvo driver tht sparkles in the sunlight and gives me hand me downs...is tht rly too much to ask for?XD

Saturday 16 August 2008

10.38 am

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wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

was watching volleyball the US vs the Swiss

argh US won T_____T i was rooting for the swiss...

it seems tht today me and kim and sam and amy are meeting up at

Sarawak Club T_____T

but NO swimming for me >.<

amy and i are still scared of the IGs...T____T

scared they get the wrong ideas of our conversationsT.T

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1.29 pm

argh at amy's apartment place =P

dunno if amy's home or not but i can see he garden with her tortoises in it x3

ahahaha just ate lunch and watermelons<---wheeeeee!!!

oh crap i forgot the passwrd to my e-mail =x

i found out my grandparents like to watch anime and tom and jerry o.O

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10.47pm

ahahahahahahahahahah

am so hyper and happy!!!!!

i have IT...

yes jos...i have it...>=D

finally after

13 days, 16 hours, 50 minutes and 28 seconds

i have it!!!!

hahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahha

hyper!!! am staying over at sam' house for the night x3

and i know i already kindda read breaking dawn..

i just bought the book for proof xD

just like how i read the whole twilight series for free and bought the book just for proof XD an it's all thanks to jos and her amazing internet skills =]

yes i am a little demented obsessive girl ;D

and now...midnight sun awaits...

i don't care if it's the same as twilight the first book but

ijust wanna know how edward feels and thinks about bella =]

oh syaf...if you're reading...you probably must have thought tht twilight was some cheesy lame book just cos someone named 'edward' was in it when i told you about how great the twilight series was!!!

i dun get it!! the name 'edward' doesn't sound cheesy o.O the name edward just sounds old,classy,or victorian = = go hell....well*cant resist* dot com....